Such a long time...

Well, it's been quite some time since I blogged, I thought it was time I updated this particular blog...

I have now completely come off the morphine, which is a good thing, and a bad thing, good because I'm no longer dependent on it, bad because I really needed the pain relief.

Euan starts high school in September, I cannot believe it! He's grown so fast and time has gone so fast too!

Bronnie starts her GCSE's this year too, both my little babies growing up, they are both so amazing.

I'm now a riftaholic too, already level 60 and considering starting a new character as a defiant!  Not sure though, not going to be easy without the oodles of experience vials I had in levelling up with my main character heheh I've managed to get Bronnie to like rift too lol I should get commission from trion heheh :-)

Euan would probably play it too if his computer wasn't broken! I still have to invest money into that to get him back online, it's going to be expensive though as it'll be trial and error :-(

I want to upgrade my memory but Simon keeps telling me I won't notice a difference, but how does he know that? Surely an upgrade from 3gb to 8gb would be noticeable?

Right, it's time I went to sleep now.

Will have to find out how easy it is to root my phone tomorrow!

Night night all! :-)

Today....

Today I have mostly been eating sweetcorn, my poop was like a dot to dot puzzle.

A post at last...

This is Sam, he has started copying his Daddy and putting his arm on the sofa!  I think it is really funny and really cute! :-)

.....finally

I text Mum to see if she had fallen out with me today. She text me back stating that she had sent me about 3 texts every week, she texted me this morning to ask if I had fallen out with her. As she believed I was ignoring her.

Turns out that the daft bat had been texting my vodafone number, which I stopped using in the middle of June lol.

So, yeah we both thought each other had fallen out with each other heheh.

Speaking of falling out, it appears as though I'm not in their favour any more. Considering I'm not getting ANY threads from them on my stream. I'm not surprised, I did make a bit of a fool of myself, so now I'm paying the price.

I wasn't designed to succeed on social networking sites, it seems. I'm better off NOT frequenting them.

Anyway, I need sleep so I'm going to bugger off now. Just wanted to state that my Mum HASN'T fallen out with me, she just kept sending messages to my old number lol! Only my Technophobe Mum could do that.

Anyway, night night, sleep tight,
Don't let the bed bugs bite,
Blow them up with dynamite!

Heheh ;-) oh well, I can't help it!

Huggles x

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Bronny's mobile

I'm currently uploading photographs of Bronny's mobile to picasa, I have typed up a message to Three to explain the damage caused to Bronny's mobile by her repeatedly dropping it on solid surfaces, such as the kitchen tiles, the lounge laminate flooring, and worst of all, the tarmac and/or concrete outside. I am asking if a replacement could be arranged, via the £7 a month insurance that I pay for. Obviously I could have let it go too far, they might think I'm completely taking the piss when I ask for a replacement.

It is all accidental damage, but with the sheer amount of damage, it might not get away with it lol.

I don't know what to do about her wanting a smartphone in April. (when she can have an upgrade) because most smartphones will NOT cope with being dropped once or twice, never mind repeatedly. She wants the Galaxy SII like Simon & I have, but we'll have to see. Buying the wallet for the phone like Simon and I have will protect it somewhat from dropping it, but I do not know to what extent. I've only ever dropped mine once or twice in the house.

Well, the photos have uploaded now, I'm off to finish my message.

TTFN

Huggles x

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Sunday again..... *snore*

Does anyone agree that these weeks are flying by? Before we know it, it will be Christmas!

I am not quite sure how we'll cope this year, especially as the nice cheque that we should be getting from the car being returned is going straight to the school, in payment for Bronny's French trip. That would have been really handy towards Christmas.

I think I'm in withdrawal from Facebook games. I'm definitely missing Gourmet ranch, not really missing any of the other games.

Trying to go without oramorph today, but I'm struggling with chronic pain, so I'm going to have to take it soon.

It's the new Baclofen I think, I'm drifting in and out of sleep all day and night, until bedtime. (it must be, I haven't taken any oramorph today, but I've had my Baclofen and I'm really sleepy) Simon says that I am stopping breathing in my sleep for a while, then he hears me gasping, this has to be a side effect of the Baclofen, or maybe the Baclofen and morphine combined. Either way, I don't wish to die, so I'm going to stop the baclofen until I see the doctor again.

So tired, got up at 11am when my alarm went off, feel like I need to go back to sleep now. Trying to last a little bit longer though, as I don't wish to sleep my Sunday away.

Haven't heard from her in nearly a month now, think she has fallen out with me, wouldn't surprise me. I know the rest of them have, so they've probably been telling her all about it. Oh well, won't be the first time, it certainly won't be the last. I'm not making the first move, I've had enough.

To be honest, I'm getting fed up of it all, whatever I say, gets twisted into an attack on them all the time, especially by HIM. I'm better off without them.

If only you could choose. I certainly wouldn't have chosen them lot!

Still totally confused about George now, have no idea what to try next. Had some ideas from people on the Royal Python Forum, but some of them are just bloody stupid. They obviously haven't read what I said completely, otherwise they wouldn't be re-iterating my comments! I KNOW he ate on the snake rack, THAT'S what I told them! *sigh*

No good, going to have to lie down and rest.

TTFN x

Huggles x

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I wonder.....

I'm wondering how many people I know have access to THIS blog of mine, I am hoping that none of my family do, because them reading my blog causes me no end of trouble, especially if I have actually mentioned them.

Well, I've decided after hassle today, and knowing about the "facebook cookie", that my facebook account is being deactivated tomorrow. I've already removed all my non-real friends (those I have added due to iphone and facebook games).

Google should buy Zynga, then I would not have to worry about the games. Unfortunately, they cannot be accessed without facebook.

Bah, my body wants me to try and sleep.

I guess it is goodnight then.

TTFN x

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Man needing computer repairs arrested for child pornography

Man needing computer repairs arrested for child pornography

Another day, another dollar, or not.

Yet another crappy health day *sigh*.

Had repeat blood tests this morning, ESR as usual and FBC this time. The ESR didn't surprise me, yet the FBC did, not been asked to repeat that before.

Booked in with Dr on Thursday morning to discuss blood results and what to do next. (my ESR has been elevated since January, I'm guessing it will be again) also need to discuss oramorph with him too. Also to discuss a change or increase of my gastric reflux meds. Boy have I suffered lately.

Read some rather worrying things about privacy and good old Facebook today, not impressed. G+ have to hurry and host my FB games, then I can erase myself from facebook life (as much as it allows me to, heard rumours about that too) In time, my friends are going to know what I ate for dinner last night, how well I digested it, and what my crap looks like in the morning. "Such fun"

Enough of that, it's making my hair turn grey faster than my kids are able to. (ok, I know I've got the wording wrong there, but poorly is stopping me from correctly wording it)

Poorly has taken over so much of mine and my immediate family's lives, (Simon, kids and I) that I think it now needs a name. I know, it shall be Poppy.

I used to enjoy independence before Poppy, if I had known then, what I know now, I would have enjoyed it all the more. It wasn't just independence that Poppy has stolen from me, there's a mass of things.

When I look at photos of other people's lives on G+, them enjoying simple walks, days out and wonderful things, I stare at Poppy for a split second, and hate her to death, with what she has done to me, why couldn't she outright kill me instead, there would be no more pain, that would be a miracle...

However, thinking more deeply into it, I realise that there would be forevermore NOTHING and no more ANYTHING. That is when I realise that my life is better than I thought, I am even lucky in some aspects, Poppy may have destroyed my body, but she hasn't even touched on my soul. With those words, I count my blessings, I realise what I *do* have left. I realise that Poppy hasn't won, the day she does, will be the day I hang up my coat, and say goodbye to the world.

Until then, I continue to fight, I manage to drag myself through every day, my soul is smiling, I have everything to live for and a whole world to give. You see, I'm only truly happy, when I am giving, I love being generous, it makes me feel so warm and fizzy inside.

Admittedly I rarely afford generosity in one sense of the word, yet there is the other sense, the not sharing of material things, but the sharing of love, warmth and happiness.

I'm still trying to teach my kids these basics, they get their materialistic nature from their Dad, it was so funny, the second Christmas after we split up, he asked Bronny where she wanted to spend Christmas, in front of me, hoping that she would choose him. Her answer, so typically his Daughter, was "who has got me the most presents?" Although cross with her, he immediately claimed he had. She turned to him again and replied "nah, I'm staying with Mummy" brilliant! That will teach him, I thought.

However, it didn't stop him from making the children believe that he would buy them everything and anything, all they had to do was go to his and say they didn't want to come home.

One time that he had them, he phoned me and told me that he wasn't bringing the children back, apparently they were scared of my friend. I was told all about it, then I heard them (his parents and him) goad her into saying she didn't want to come home. She came on the phone and burst into tears and begged me to let her come back home with me. I heard them shouting at her in the background, she was just 4 years old.

Anyway that was a HUGE tangent!

Poppy has been a bully today, not only the pain, which is massive in itself, but the muscle weakness, the vertigo, nausea, feeling seasick, sheer exhaustion, numbness, painful spasms and cramps, the inability to "sound intelligent" because I just forgot my words that I needed to say. I know some bloody good and powerful words, but do you think I can remember them, when I need them? Can I buggery lol! I should create a memo on my mobile of words that I like to use, and include meaning and a few viable alternatives lol yes, that sounds a brilliant idea. Will start on that tomorrow when I'm more alert.

Also hoping to sleep this headache away, haven't taken pain relief yet, simply because I have enough potent drugs in my system as it is! (prescribed, deary) I'm on loads of pain relief, how come none of it ever gets rid of my headache? Only paracetamol, nurofen or ibuprofen works for my headaches. Am I strange or what?

Well, I'm going to catch up on various places where my friends are now.

See you all tomorrow.

Huggles


Carol xxx

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Been a long time!

Phew, can't remember the last time I created a blog on here, and at the moment I am on the android app, so I cannot read the last blog either I don't think lol

I'm sitting waiting for my photographs to upload on google+, I have a feeling it has crashed though, as the entire firefox has frozen, but not saying "not responding" at the top.

Bugger, just had to close it, bloody thing.

Healthwise, today is another bad day, I'm in so much pain again, everything feels so tender and all my joints don't want me to carry on lol. I think it didn't do me any good to help Simon that little bit yesterday, my body hates me today. It doesn't help that I'm REALLY suffering with my gastric reflux today, my chest is in so much pain, really tight and a low "thudding" (android reckons that's not a word?) type pain. It is sooooooo uncomfortable. I *must* get in to see doc and get prescribed with something else.

Euan went to footie training this morning, he got man of the match, well done Euan!!! So proud of him! He scored two goals heheh.

I THINK that I have resolved my issues on G+ today, I have made a friend out of one of my "cock ups", so that is a bonus!

There's still one person to come, whether they forgive me or not is another question.

Had a quick bath, then Simon sat me under the shower to wash my hair, which didn't help my aches and pains like I thought it would, but at least I am fresh & clean.

I'm a bit angry with myself at the moment, because I have let out more information about myself than planned tonight, never mind, I THINK I can trust them.

Took a panoramic pic of the way the room is set up today, it's not brilliant but it shows how the hell Simon managed to get it all in. I might consider resizing it first.

Now for me to bugger off and consider trying to get some sleep through this pain.

Sleep well and dream even better dreams, the trick is to bribe the sandman. (lmao, it typed sackman!)

Goodnight my friends!

TTFN x

PS. I will start updating this blog more and leave my Tumblr one until I'm REALLY bored lol :-)

Incidentally, rumour had it last year that they're upgrading this one spoon!

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Long time no blog

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Welllll

Well, today is day three of the milkshake diet, I weighed myself before dinner because I had a naughty dinner and I'm STILL 88.0kg I've not lost a sausage in the three days. Maybe I need to cut it down to one shake mid morning and then a proper dinner. Or maybe sod it and have three shakes a day without dinner?

I'll hopefully start to lose weight when my tablets come that Simon and I have ordered off eBay after looking at various different Facebook ads.

Just watched a trailer for Gnomeo and Juliet over Simon's shoulder, it looks really good and funny :-) can't wait for it to come out on blu-ray/DVD. Though if it's blu-ray the kids can't watch it with us :-/

Simon watched a horror last night where this bloke was abducting people and feeding their body parts to this other girl he abducted years ago. It was sick but he liked it lol

He's watching Eclipse tonight.

That's it from me now.

Good night!

TTFN x

Helloooo :-)

Well, I had my first shake today, it tastes "different" but bearable and not unpleasant. It kept repeating on me for quite a few hours though lol.

I'm thinking that meal replacements should have lots of vitamins and minerals in we need throughout our day? Unless the recorded details in MYNETDIARY are wrong, they have bugger all in them apart from calories, carbs and fat!

Surely that is wrong though? Surely there should at least be fibre in them? Otherwise it's a struggle to get the daily allowance?

I'll have a look on the actual shake packet tomorrow and correct the app if I have to.

Slept for the majority of today again. Hate wasting my life away but I need that sleep, I'm a useless wreck without it!

My poor friend is blaming herself for the goings on last week with regard to the Secret Bunny Swap. It's not her fault at all the guilty party knows who she is, but won't admit to being in the wrong! *sigh*

Everywhere I look I'm covered in bloody cat fur! It's everywhere lol he should be bald the amount he loses all the time. I never see his coloured fur anywhere, it's always his White fur that is everywhere. Going to have to cover him with superglue lol

Simon's gecko is warming up his mating call lol, he's never spent so long warming up before heheh, he usually goes straight into it! Maybe its an extra special one tonight heheh.

I'm going to sign out now as I have my Tumblr blog to update yet.

Good night all.

Huggles x

It's been ages!

Not sure if anyone still follows this blog, it's been so long since I blogged here.

I've finally found a decent app that let's me blog using my blogger/blogspot account.

Well, what's new since I last blogged? I don't remember when I last blogged on here so I can't really answer that question doh

Pets. I now have an Arizona Mountain King called Teyha and a Royal Python named George. I also have a metallic pink toe called Penelope and of course Oscar the cat.

Bronny is enjoying Secondary School, can't believe she is actually there, only seems like yesterday that she started primary school.

Euan is 9 in July. Time really flies these days, even when I'm not having fun.

Been with Simon 8 years on 30th December 2011. Now that time has flown!

Bronny is out with her friend Charlotte at the moment, she is good friends with Charlotte.

Bronny came home injured yesterday where she had fallen off Charlotte's bike. She's knocked her lip up, grazed her cheek, grazed her arm and took loads of skin off her knees *sigh*

Euan wants to go outside but it looks too cold tonight, I'm not freezing my ass off so he can spend a short time in the garden lol

Well it's the stupid Royal Wedding on Friday. Whoopie Doo I will make a great effort to actually miss it lol

Spent most of today in bed in pain. No more ball games for me, I've done both shoulders and my back in and am in a lot of pain. General aches and pains are at a high today too. Roll on a day with minimal pain.

I don't think there will ever be a day with no pain, apart from when I'm dead lol. Knowing my luck you can still feel pain when you're dead though hahah.

Euan has just reminded me that he needs a sword and a shield for Thursday. I will get to work making them tomorrow.

Might be going to Tamworth tomorrow, it depends whether or not Dad has got a microwave in stock in the shop or whether they have got to order one in. I hope they have one because I don't want to wait longer to get a microwave.

I am really lucky that Dad works where he does, apart from the kettle, toaster, fryer and mixer (and microwave) everything else electrical in the kitchen has been from Dad's work. All paid for or paying for of course!

Well, that's it from me for now. Going to tootle off and write my tumblr blog now. I've decided to not use this app with tumblr as I already have the tumblr app installed there's no point in using this one when I can use the proper one.

That's all for now.

TTFN x

Extreme Pain...

I have suffered extreme pain for the last week or so, it's mainly in my legs but my upper body is in pain too. I have tried taking paracetamol on top of the meds I am already on but paracetamol touches nothing but a mild headache for me. I want to go back and see the doc and see if anything stronger can be prescribed, but we only did my medication review on 20th of July so it might look a bit dodgy me all of a sudden complaining that my pain relief just isn't doing it's job.

I have got to see him soon about the antidepressants so I suppose I could mention the extra pain then, I think it's just a co-incidence that I experience more pain upon changing antidepressant surely?

I have been bed bound mainly and I don't like it, luckily with the children going to Holiday Club it's not affecting them, but I don't enjoy spending most of my days in bed.

I was in bed when Mum and Dad came round yesterday, I tried to sleep as much as possible so that I was a good hostess and didn't feel grotty when they were here, thankfully they didn't stay very long, and Emma who came afterwards didn't stay all that long either and we had a chip shop dinner because I was too exhausted to even think about what to put on our plates.

We're supposed to be going out when the post has been as it is Bronny's birthday and she wants to go clothes shopping, I'm really not looking forward to it, but I promised her we would go and I'm not going to let my health get in the way.

I'll have to see how I get on and then decide whether I need the doc's intervention or not.

Huggles to all

Carol x

Bronny left Primary School Today

Big milestone today, Bronnys last day at Primary School, boy is she going to miss her teachers and friends.

It seems like only last week that she was leaving nursery to start at Primary, now she's getting ready to start high school! Woweee time flies.

It was a tearful day for her today as she doesn't want to leave, she says she's going to miss Mrs Davies the most. A lot of her friends are going to different schools, I think there are two other children in her class, I think she said that anyway.

Still got to finish off paying for her uniform before she starts in September, need to buy her shirts and trousers too. I wish I was made of money lol, though I'd end up being nothing as money burns a hole in my pockets lol.

Euan needs new trousers and polo shirts for school too, though his stuff won't be as expensive as Bronny's.

It's all money though, I don't know how people manage it. Maybe there's a secret like always ensuring you have someone to hand me down from lol.

Kids didn't get a place on the chase it course, which is all my fault for not sorting it out sooner, so they just have holiday club to go to on the days that they're not supposed to be on trips. Hopefully that in itself will be fun though, I can't see them charging £15 a day for the children to just sit around bored. (we're covered by a grant before you wonder where the hell we're getting the money from)

So all in all hopefully this holiday will be a lot better than years previous, we'll have to see.

I think I've upset my Mum somehow, she hardly ever replies to my texts any more, I often have to send her two or three texts to get one single answer and even then sometimes I get no answer at all.

Oh well.

Huggles for now xxxx

Scared

I watched paranormal activity with Simon on Wed night and am beginning to wish that I hadn't. I have never been so affected by a film, not that I can recall anyway. I'm scared of being on my own, I'm scared of the dark, I keep hearing things and I can't sleep through at all anymore, I think it's partly due to having caffeine again so I have to get some decaf teabags asap. Which will be next weekend now as this weekend will be spent on rent :/

I keep seeing things out of the corner of my eye too which is really disturbing, I really wish I hadn't watched it, I'm so stupid as I know that type of film upsets me :/ I'm hoping it will wear off soon so I can sleep better, obviously I'm awake through the night anyway but nowhere near as much as the last few nights :/

Have you ever watched a film that has freaked you out for days? :/ xxxx

Huggles xxx

Life is what you make of it…

So they say, but sometimes things happen that you cannot help, and you are forced to live life that way instead. If only I wasn’t poorly, all the things we could have done over the years as a family, all the stuff I have missed out on, even playing ball games with the children in the back garden are a no go.

Imiss life sometimes. Mostly I just buckle on and get used to life and understand that this is the way it is going to be, I am far better off than some people on this earth, at least I still have my hearing, my eyesight (most of the time) and the ability to talk, and I have two legs and two arms that don’t quite work right but they are still there and I can still cuddle my children in my arms and know I’m doing it.

The day that will signify the end to me is the day that I start to forget happy memories, the ones that are burnt into my head deeper than any other memory in my head. When I start to forget them I may as well be no longer. Gruesome eh? Unfortunately that’s the way I feel.

Oh effin great, Euan has just come in to my bedroom with the gun that I bought him on Sunday (which arrived Tuesday) in two pieces, he can’t keep anything safe! He says he trod on it. Little sod, he doesn’t have a care for anything on this planet. He needs to learn that things cost money and money DOES NOT GROW ON TREES. OR come from up my arse. lol

Typical child, can’t keep anything for more than five minutes, I don’t think there is ANYTHING that I have given him or even leant to him that has not got broken, OK the DS is in one piece but he chewed the stylus beyond use. He’s always chewing on something, he spent a week chewing all the buttons off his school shirts and couldn’t understand why I was so mad with him. He’s just daft in the head is that lad of mine.

Anyway, no point moaning about it, complaining isn’t going to bring anything back now is it? Nope lol

I feel rather ill today with pain and I am very tired indeed. Perhaps tomorrow will be a better day, perhaps not, we’ll have to wait and see.  I have found the least I do the day before and the better night sleep I have, the better the tomorrow.

Well that’s about it for this episode peeps.

 

Huggles and stuff.

 

xx

It’s been a while….

Hello my fellow blog readers, it’s been a while since you heard from me, and when you do hear from me I bore you all to death, how fair is that I ask? lol Since writing last, Bronny has received her mobile phone and hardly uses it, she probably has most of her texts for the month left which will save me money because I thought she would be excited about having her own phone and go over the amount of texts.

We went to Chester Zoo in the half term break, which was OK I guess apart from the fact that Chester Zoo isn’t REALLY wheelchair friendly and nor was it a quiet day, we queued for about half an hour to see the elephants as they were indoors, and by the time we got to what we thought was the front of the queue, people were not moving on, what was actually happening was people were giving up and leaving that’s why the queue was moving, not because they were being polite and giving everyone a chance to see. I obviously saw nothing but the backs of ignorant people’s heads and bodies. I don’t think the kids managed to see much more either, Simon couldn’t even get a photo for me because too many people were hogging the viewing area and not letting anyone in. :( We didn’t even find the big cats, which was a shame because I love the big cats too :( We couldn’t work out where they were on the map compared to where we were so we didn’t know which way to turn or anything, so we missed out on that.  The icecream was delicious, it was Karry Gold icecream, looked like a cornetto but tasted better lol.  I took plenty of photos of the animals that we DID manage to see including a picture of a Rhino’s backside, which I have subsequently made into a postcard for my postcard crossing hobby :) One out of my five postcards has arrived so far, but that was to a UK address.

I’m still waiting on Finland, USA, China, Taiwan and now I have one to send to Australia :) it’s all good fun and I can’t wait to receive my first postcard, it will be special to me indeed. I sound sad, but it’s something that Caroline introduced me to and it sounded really interesting and fun, so I soon got addicted. As our village isn’t exactly “touristy” I have had to make my own postcards online, but that doesn’t matter because they cost cheaper in the long run than spending petrol money to get to the place and then buying the postcards individually. Yes I end up with 50 of the same design but I’m not sending to the same people so that doesn’t bother me in the slightest.

My next design is of a squirrel, I thought of a caption for the picture too, but I don’t know whether or not I will use the caption or just keep the beautiful picture unmarked. I know not to resize it this time though because the bigger image that bonusprint have to work to the better the outcome.

Simon is playing WOW again, he has really gotten into it over the last few days, it keeps him from being bored anyway. :) Bronny and Euan are playing Unreal Tournament 2004 together, or at least they were. That keeps them busy for quite some time, until Bronny gets bored that is.

Bronny goes to camp on Monday, they’re camping out in tents instead of using the dormitories, it brings back memories because I went there with my Year 6 of school, and we camped too! Doesn’t time fly? lol She’s going to be doing canoeing, archery and at least one evening walk in the dark to see how much wildlife they can see. Brilliant! I bet she will thoroughly enjoy it, it should cure her fear of the dark, or make her worse and we’ll have to collect her :S

Hopefully she’ll be ok, too embarrassed in front of her friends to admit that she’s scared and then realise that there is actually nothing to be scared of, that it’s just dark, just not light, nothing else changed apart from the creatures, and none of them can harm her. lol

I am scared of flushing the toilet at night, I always have been, I used to be scared of something coming up out of the toilet I’ve seen so many daft horror movies where monsters and even normal creatures have come out of the toilet, and I’m scared of getting my butt bitten. lol I don’t know why I’m scared of using the flush, but when I was well I used to run back to the bedroom and shut the door before the flush finished, no idea what I thought might happen if I didn’t lol I’m still scared of it now but have had to grow up a bit as I’m unable to run away from it anymore lol

That’s all from me for today, I’ve waffled on inanely again and probably not ended up saying what I planned to say in the first place lol

Huggles to all.

xx

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Simon has finally agreed to letting Bronny have her own mobile phone, it took some nagging and persuading I’m getting her the E63 Nokia on a 24 month contract. I have ordered it I just have to wait for an email to let me know if I’ve passed the credit check or not.

Bronny will be dead chuffed if I get her it, it’ll be for her birthday but as i’ve ordered it early she can have it earlier. She’ll be over the moon, it has a camera too.

Anyway I won’t get too excited for her yet as I’ve had to put “unemployed” on the status because there was no option for a disabled person unless I clicked on retired lol so hopefully they won’t mark me down for not having a job.

She has wanted a mobile phone since she was about 9 years old, the main reason I want her to have one is because I want to know that she is at school safely at Secondary School as she has to walk her own way, and not all of them are desirable.

Hopefully she’ll choose the best route and be in front of houses or businesses all the way there, if she cuts through keys park there are loads of places where there isn’t anything alive in sight for ages, as it’s a new industrial estate they still have to fill it with offices, I bet Pritchard is worth a fortune.

It also means that she will have a mobile phone for camp so she can call me whenever she wants, IF they give her permission to take it that is, but Bronny seemed to think that Mr Dickinson was banning them all from taking mobile phones :S

Never mind, she’ll be with school so it’s not as if she can get lost or anything, as long as she pays attention on walks and stuff.  I’m quite looking forward to her going on camp because I knew how much I enjoyed Shugborough Hall, we went in year 6 of Primary School too :) Kayaking is my favourite of all the things we did, oh archery was fun too, but I just loved Kayaking lol.

She’s going to have a big shock when she goes though, she won’t go upstairs on her own in the house in broad daylight, so how on earth is she going to manage with them all camping out in tents in the dark? heheh

I think Secondary school will be a big shock too, I don’t think she is expecting it to be anywhere as big and as busy as it will be, if she thinks there’s loads of kids at her school, she’ll pass out when she sees how many children are at secondary school lol.

Hopefully she’ll mature a lot in the holiday, and stop whining and crying at every little thing that goes wrong, you’ve only got to say boo to her and she’s in tears bless her. She is quite emotional right now though.

Euan is looking forward to Bronny going on camp because he will have the house to himself, without Bronny fighting with him over different things, I bet that week will be very peaceful indeed.

I’ll miss her though, I used to miss them both like crazy when they went on holiday with their Dad (something I should never have allowed judging by the blisters on Euan’s feet and the sunburn on Bronny’s back)

Anyway, that’s all for now peeps.

 

Huggles

 

Carol

 

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