Wednesday 21 October 2009

oops...

Not been around for a while again, almost a month this time eek. Not really anything new to report though to be honest, health has taken a turn for the worst but that's boring stuff, nothing really interesting to report about, kids still enjoying school, Simon still enjoying being Simon and I'm just plodding on watching the days fly by, I must be having fun I guess, as time flies when you're having fun. Or is it that time has actually secretly gotten faster, no-one has noticed it, we just all carry on with our lives, THINKING that time is flying by, but really it is flying by because someone out there has made time go faster? MAgic.

Geesh, just think what I ccould do with myself if I had half a brain that actually functioned in real-time? Now is that faster real-time? lol *sigh*

I want to go and see A CHristmas Carol at the cinema but Si says we won't be able to go because of my wheelchair, I can't see a problem with it as the cinemas in Tamworth you go in from the back not the front. I might phone them and ask them how wheelchair friendly their cinemas actually are and then find out what extortionate prices they have lately, last time I went it was £10 for the two of us just to see the film without any food, so heaven knows how much it is now! We'd have to go in the day when the kids are at school too, as no matter how exciting the film is, I cannot see Euan sitting through it and behaving without claiming to want the toilet every five minutes because of the novelty.

There are other films that I want to see too, but it is just a pain in the arse and I bet it is far too expensive, but maybe we could have it as our monthly treat? Hmm that would be good no? heheh

Well, spending wise I have to buy footwear for the children, Bronny is still going to school in slip on summer pumps because she doesn't have any school shoes that actually fit. Oh poor Bronny, Rachael gave her some clothes and footwear ages ago and a pink coat, and she got picked on at school for having second hand things, and now again Connie and Kayleigh's Mum has given her some items of theirs and Katy the fat cow (sorry but she is a loud mouth fat cow, you had one at your school too didn't you? Or just a loud mouth that spoils everything all the time) picked on her and took the piss saying that she couldn't afford her own clothes so had to wear other people's clothing. It right on pisses me off because I was always in handmedowns from my sister and I had the piss taken out of me too because it was obvious they were handmedowns as they just didn't fit right... then you get the posh girls at school with their brandnew school uniform and their brand new up to the minute fashion bags and shoes, I used to hate them. I rebelled with DM's and a black long skirt, I didn't care, didn't want to be fashionable anyway. Actually I would have done anything just to fit in, but unfortunately Mum and Dad couldn't afford to buy me everything that I wanted, we were a poor family compared to most, only not poor enough to have free school dinners and stuff. Then when my Mum started work we were better off, but I still didn't get the stuff that I wanted, that was all for Clare, and I'dd have her second hand stuff. *sigh*.

Simon was lucky that way, being the oldest, he had no-one to handdown from so he had all new stuff bought for him.

WEll, when Bronny starts secondary school she is going to have everything brand new, I'm not going to go down the second hand route for her at all, I don't care how much it breaks the bank, I am not giving those cows any reason to take the piss, of course they will start on her because she has free school meals, but that's a good thing, at least she gets a guaranteed meal in her belly.

I was about to repeat about the shoes then, shows how boring my life is, I have shoes on the brain lol

I have to get Bronny some nice pj's for next year, for when they go on their camp, I don't want them taking the piss out of her then either, and have to get her a few nice outfits so she has changes of clothes and stuff so she's not embarrassed to open her bag in front of everyone.

Simon has come to bed now, I was supposed to be going to bed an hour or more ago lol

So night night all

Keep well

Huggles

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