Wednesday 26 November 2008

Today's Ramble 25.11.08

Nothing much to say about last night only that it was crap again, I find that if I sleep on my right hand side I am in immense pain and numbness down the whole side within minutes, yet if I sleep on my left hand side I face Simon and have been accused of often snoring at him lol so the only position I can really sleep in is on my back, I'd never be able to sleep on my front, I can hardly breathe if I lean forwards never mind actually lying on my front, no way would I even try it incase I couldn't get up again lol

My word next week is December, OH MY WORD!! *panics* I'm panicking for nothing really because we always do the shopping the week before Christmas so I can't see any change in this year lol My only annoyance is that I have spent £80 of the shopping money on grocery shopping, yes we have to eat (according to Simon) but that's £80 that could have bought more Christmas presents for my children :(
Bronny knows that Santa is pretend now, I have threatened her no Christmas if she spoils it for Euan and tells him that there is no Santa, at 6 years old it's a bit young to find out that your parents have been lying to you for the last so many years. That was the first thing that Bronny said to me, "so you have been lying to me all these years" she queried why there is a picture of her with a reindeer in the photographs that I have, I simply explained that reindeer are real, santa is not. I was asked how I know he isn't real I told her that if she wants to believe he is real then that's her choice, she doesn't believe him but she doesn't believe that I've been buying the presents all this time either rofl she's growing up really quickly :S

Isn't it strange how children have developed so quickly compared to when we were children? We were so innocent and knew nothing at the ages that girls are getting boyfriends and getting pregnant now, we didn't even know what it was or how to do it until school lessons taught us, I know that a group of people at our school were rather promiscuous but I didn't think for a minute that they were able to do such things. I'm confusing myself now but I know what I mean. Bronny knows a shit load more than she is letting on to me, I am trying to find out by way of deduction how much she knows but when I try to talk to her directly about it, I get a giggly embarrassed little girl, so out of respect for my baby girl I don't delve any further into her life.

Speaking of Bronny I have to make an apporntment at the doctors for her, she claims to have had a headache for the last 3 weeks running, and when we were talking and messing about tonight she called out in pain and said that her head was really hurting her. Not sure if she's pretending or not, I don't THINK that she is, but if I get her in with the doctors tomorrow night at least I have had her checked over. I'm probably going to be told to get her in with the opticians but she's not long had the all clear on an eye test when we lived in Gnosall :S She faked to get herself a pair of glasses but obviously the optician knew she was faking the results.

Geesh I'm tired tonight, moreso than normal, I keep falling asleep whilst trying to type this lol
Oh, I've just had a power wake, where I am wirde awake for a few moments, but now I've gone all sleepy falling asleep again. It won't be long before I'm signing out and going to sleep.

I hate Tuesdays. Well I don't but I kinda do, it takes me an hour to get the kids in bed from their bedtime at 7.30, Euan has half an hour until 8pm, and then Bron goes to bed and has half an hour til 8.30pm, by which time I've used up the entire talking to Jane time. I then only have 30 minutes with her, whih can be a lot but then again it's not really that long at all, then I'm off to watch CSI at 9pm and that finishes at 10pm, by which time she has signed out for the night.

I need to sort out the childrens' bedtimes actually because with the way they re doing it at the moment Euan is ending up going at 8pm and Bronwyn 8.30 whereas Euan's bedtime is 7.30 and Bronny's is 8. I need to put Euan to bed at 7 so that his half an hour of bedtime gives him a bedtime of 7.30 which is his proper bedtime, then Bronny's half hour goes from then which means she is in bed for 8pm. It would make things much easier and I think Euan would benefit from having an earlier bedtime, especially as he is falling asleep in the daytime at school.

Ooops it's 2am I had better bugger off to bed now :S well, just finish the bloggy wog then I might go ni ni lol

I've been tired all day, even after my sleep this afternoon I felt tired :S it has been a relatively bad day today :( which is quite usual O well, never mind.

Right I think it's time for me to go to sleep properly now I have got to get up early in the morning for school, in like, five hours time lol oops!

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